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Author: cian

Poetry

The story is a lie 

A matter of influence Versus outright control This is the lie The story is told About what we do And choose Choice isn’t own Control isn’t true Mind is subjected to Like waves on surface Senses and thought are Bouncing around as ripples Result is…

Mindfulness, Poetry

Being seen through 

I had a very interesting experience in Vegas. I was moping a little bit at the experience I was in, and was wondering how I got there. I seemed to keep dropping and drooping. Then in an instant, this force pushed through me. Eyes opened…

Angel
Poetry

Diamond Heart 

I did a meditation session with my friend Parminder this past February. We went pretty deep, into my gut where I’ve had ongoing issues. There was this shadow/monster from my childhood, I could only recognize as jagged and red eyes, and fear/confusion/not knowing what’s going…

Poetry

Teflon mind 

In this moment i die i that grasps onto thoughts i that is reborn again each second Teflon Mind is slippery Observing each moment Then the next A discontinuous function Split by the rise and fall Of now Normal Mind is always sticking Linking each…

Poetry

Dark Night 

Is it a test? When the dark night comes Is choice actually a choice? Or do trained patterns govern The feeling of wanting It does not matter what object Anything will suffice Release or inspect? Mind is split between two A vision in the mind…

Poetry

So bright 

Mind clear, lights brilliant Have you ever squinted with your eyes closed? Giving up control Letting brilliance pervade No more mask of grasp Flashing yet constant Rewiring neurons Buzzing throbbing black in the back No focus just awareness FLASH! CLIP! GAP. Pit of the stomach…

Poetry

Reflected Face 

It’s like a glimmer on the surface seen from the bottom of an ocean. As the water clears and the surface calms the light shines through. But where is this light coming from? You. You’ve seen yourself reflected back for the first time. The next…

Poetry

Clear Light Space 

the moment between moments light space, no thought can go slipping in when forgetting like a flash of brilliance from where relativity came genius pervades this space moments, glimpses of self-forget it sees its own face in the stillness like dirty water left to be…

Poetry

Chaotic Mind 

Like the sock drawer The mind becomes cluttered law of entropy pervades all Order and chaos, light and dark Low energy yeilds to chaos Clean the sock drawer! Compassion and happiness are light Fear and anxiety are dark Diligence to avoid default state How to…